Friday, September 19, 2008

Thinking about that happened

I was thinking lately. With the things going at school, UD, with the two deaths with the motorcycle accident and plane accident how hard it would be to loose someone close to you. Well like 6-7 years ago my two brothers and my dad were involved in a very serious car accident. Well it started of them going to play a round of mini golf they asked me if I wanted to go but I wanted to stay at my grammas house with her and my mom. so they left
About two hours later they the phone rings and my mom answers it thinking it was the boys asking to see if they could play another game. But I heard her saying "Ok what hospital are they at?" My heart just dropped to the ground thinking the worst. My mom sat in the kitchen, I run in asking her what happend. She sad the boys got into a bad accident and they were taken to the hospital by ambulance. My cousin came in and asked what was up. I told him everything. My mom called my aunt and she came up and picked my mom up. They both drove to the scene of the accident to confirm that it was our vehicle. My two cousins and my gramma, and myself drove up to the local hospital.
Before we got to the hospital my aunt called my cousin and said it was bad. A drunk driver who was speeding really bad and was really intoxicated hit my dad's vehicle. Spun the our vehicle around several times, made the other driver's vehicle go into the the ditch 30 yards done the road. My little brother flew out of the van and landed 15 ft from where the van stopped spinning. The police said to my mom and my aunt said if the speeding car hit a second sooner all three of my family would have died. The police were shocked my little brother was still alive.
When we got to the hospital, I went right into my little brother's room to see how he was doing. My mom, my aunt, my brother, my cousin, and a nurse were in the room. The nurse said to my little brother, who was like 9 at the time, to lift his head up. He replies saying that he couldn't. I told him he had to but he couldn't. I started crying really bad thinking that something was wrong with him. My older cousin took me and he just wrapped his arms around me squeezed me tightly and said its going to be ok, God is looking after him.
My brothers and my dad walked away with minor cuts and bruises and a bad memory and the other driver walks away to. The drunk driver did not get a ticked for speeding, driving under the influence. Oh something else it was not even his car, he did not have any insurance, and he thought his little kid was in the back seat. It just amazes me that he did not get anything.
But I thank God that my family walks away from an accident, but those two UD students did not. One died in that plane crash and one died in that motorcycle accident. I have three people walk away from an accident. Someone said bad things happen to good people. I am so thankful that nothing bad happened to my family. I just prayed for the families that lost loved ones.
I just give all the Glory and the Praise to God that He had His angles protecting my family that one tragic night. Also I just want to still pray for that man with what he did. I want God to put into his heart of conviction. I want to pray that he will find Jesus and have Him come into this mans sould!!! Amen!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Tragedy again at UD

I just want to let everyone know that Lisa Martin a UD student has just passed away today. She was in a motorcylce accident yesterday evening and suffered from severe head trauma. She died because the severence of the injury. Anyone that has a head trauma like she did might not come out of it. It was about a week ago that Grant passed away. I just want everyone to pray against this spirit of death. This spirit is gripping its hands around the University's campus and taking it by force. My heart is aching for these families. For Lisa's family and the family of the driver and for Grant's recovering family! I heart goes out to the families!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

lose my soul

Man I wanna tell you all something, Man.Man I'm not gonna let these material thing's, get in my way, you all.I'm trying to get somewhere.I'm trying to get somewhere,Thats real and pure and true and eternal.Father God, I am clay in your hands,Help me to stay that way through all life's demands,'Cause they chip and they nag and they pull at me,And every little thing I make up my mind to be,Like I'm gonna be a daddy whose in the mix,And I'm gonna be a husband who stays legit,And I pray that I'm an artist who rises above,The road that is wide and filled with self love,Everything that I see draws me,Though it's only in You that I can truly see that its a feast for the eyes- a low blow to purpose.And I'm a little kid at a three ring circus.I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.(Mr. Franklin, Step up to the mic sir)The paparazzi flashes, and that they think that it's you,But they don't know that who you are is not what you do,True, we get it twisted when we peak at the charts,Yo before we part from the start,Where's your heart?You a pimp, hustler?Tell me what's your title,America has no more stars, now we call them idols,You sit idle, While we teach prosperity,The first thing to prosper should be inside of me.We're free...Not because of 22's on the range,But Christ came in range, we said yes now we changed,Not the same, even though I made a fall,Since I got that call, no more Saul, now I'm Paul.(YEP!)I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.Don't wanna walk away,Don't wanna walk awayHow do I sense the tide that's rising?De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity,How do I sense the tide that's rising?It's hypnotizing me from living in light of eternity,How do I sense the tide that's rising?De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity.(Lord what we gonna do,We're relying on you,all eyes are on you Lord,all eyes are on you, all eyes are on you Jesus.)I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.(Don't let me lose my soul, my soul.)I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,(This is my honesty, Father, won't you cover me.)I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,(Don't wanna walk away, and all those people say)I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,(Don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose my soul.)Lord forgive us when we get consumed by the things of this world,That fight for our love, and our passion,As our eyes are open wide and on you.Grant us the privilege of your world view,And may your kingdom be, what wakes us up, and lays us down.(Hallelujah, Don't wanna lose our soul,No, Don't wanna lose my soul.)Hey excuse me,I'm looking for the after party,Toby,Ha ha, yeah, last door on the left, you'll hear it.Thanks,No problem.Don't let me lose my soul, I never wanna walk away,I don't wanna lose my soul,No, no, no.Don't let me, don't let me, lose my soul,I don't wanna walk away,Don't let me walk away,Na na na na no,Don't let me lose, my soul,I'm never gonna walk away.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Cory and Grant

As I know of right now. Grant and Cory are still in critical condition but stable. I do not know these gentlemen personal but I want to pray for these two. I know that they are having many surgeries. They are waiting on one of their surgeries because the medical team wants to wait so that they are more stable. It is hard to know that someone from a school that I attend is in serious condition. My heart truly goes out to these young men and their families. I am praying for God's hand to touch them in every area. I pray for the docters that they will do want need to do. In everything that they do, I pray that God is in their midst. I hope that you will pray for the divine healing from God for Cory and Grant!